Sunday, February 5, 2012

Did I see God?

Last night there was a noise in my back garden. I went outside to investigate, and suddenly I felt at peace. Just then I caught sight of a white shape going into my garden shed, I went and checked inside, and there was nobody there,-they had just disappeared!

Could it have been God? the shed has no windows, and I checked for tunnels in the morning, there were none. Is there any other explanation.

I'm certainly not mad, and have to be very meticulous in my job as an air traffic controller.

I feel like a modern day Saint Paul. I think this experience has given me a privileged insight into what Jesus was really trying to say.

Did I see God?
Well, heaven does need leaf blowers and times are tight...
Reply:or maybe you felt sleepy, therefore, confused
Reply:who knows I can not say but you did not say he spoke to you. so it is not like Paul.
Reply:How is your frontal lobe lately?
Reply:Yeah. Mentalist.



God lives under my bed.
Reply:No , It was not God , it could have been Christ , or more likely a Angel .

No man has ever seen God the father .

In the presents of Christ or His angelic host , you will feel great peace .



So those are the only two posiblilitys .



And I have seen Jesus in a Vison , and God has came to me once , but I was not alowed to look at Him .



I will in include story .





For me this is the beginning of how I know . I must have been 14 or 15 years old and I sensed something going on in my life . Its seemed something was blessing me . Life was going too good , much better than normal . It was as if someone was manipulating things in my life to bless me .



Things were going too good . So me being a sensitive person and suspicious knew that something was going on . So I perceived it as God working an moving in my life . I even felt , a warm loving presents at times that gave me Joy and peace when It was with me .



So I wanted to believe that this was God because I liked what He was doing , it was all fantastic . But a powerful thought kept coming up in my mind saying “that the mind is a powerful thing , you are just wanting this to be so , so you are making it up in your mind “ . I would wrestle with this thought as I tried to sleep , and its seemed as if a force knowing that I wanted to believe this , would constantly say to me as I tried to sleep even aggressively harassing me and wrestling with me , over and over , the mind is a powerful thing , you are just making this up in your mind .



Finally after a few weeks of wrestling about this , I was sitting on my bed thinking about this and a thought like telepathy came into my head and said , if you let me , I will prove to you that I am real .

I perceived this as God , and then in fear thought on whether or not I would allow God to prove to me that he was real or not . I knew nothing about God other than I had seen the move the 10 commandants .



Finally after debating back and forth and being quite afraid, knowing that something would happen if I said yes , I finally got up enough courage and said yes . As soon as I said that, my body fell to the floor with my face down to the floor , on its own accord , its like my body just went limp and I fell to the floor with me not having a choice one way or another .



Then I felt a very , very strong presents or entity descend in the room and I knew that I was not allowed to look up at this entity .





That is my first experiance with God , but like I said no man is allowed to look at Him .


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